Happy Clutter-Free New Year!!!!!

Today begins my somewhat of a new year. Technically 2009 doesn't start until Thursday but I am off all this week so I thought why not start doing some new stuff now.

"Like what?" you ask.

Well I am going to clean my house from top to bottom. Daniel is working today so I probably won't get a lot done cause really he is my task master but I do want to get something accomplished besides laundry. So I started with my email inbox lol, just kidding I do that all the time. No actually I will tackle the kitchen and maybe even the bathroom.

I really want to get in and clean the living room but that darn tree is still in there so that room has to wait until Daniel comes home so that will be TOMORROW!!!!!

I am going to leave you now with some before pictures and hopefully the fact that I need to post some after pictures will keep me motivated to clean.

Hormones

Last weekend I thought I was going to have a mental breakdown, but I guess I was wrong it was just good old PMS. Man I hate that stuff.

I mean it I really did think I was going crazy. I couldn't decide who or what to hit, throw, kick or cry about. I did finally throw a checkbook then put my coat on and went for a drive, man when I get real pissy I can get a lot of crap done.

But if my husband had just acted like he really cared and let me talk no matter if it made a lot of sense to him I would have been over the whole thing a lot faster. He nor I really like to share our emotions with anybody let alone each other but I did learn that once I talked to my mom and was able to cry a little bit that I felt a whole lot better and then I was upset because I really wanted to have that conversation with him and knew that I may never be able too.

So dear if you are reading this I was serious the other day when I said next time just hear me out and it will be over a whole lot sooner.

Cabin Fever

Here it is only the middle of December and we haven't had a big weather storm yet, knocking on wood, but I already have cabin fever.

Ok I don't really have it yet but Daniel does and if he feels anything then he basically makes me feel it too.

I have been off on Fridays for the past month and today while I was off I told Daniel I did not want to spend another Friday in Joplin cause we have pretty much seen and done everything there is to do. We know what we are getting as far as Christmas presents for people and unfortunately we don't need to go all the way to Joplin to get them. Sooo that pretty much doesn't leave that much for us to do and since Daniel spends a majority of the week at home he was kind of wanting to go out.

We did go see is Grandparent and eventually made our weekly trip to Wal-Mart so technically he did get out but boy I tell you if this keeps up I may have to get a second job just so I can keep my sanity, lol.

What now?

I'm not sure what I did but Daniel seems to be angry at me for something. If its not anger than at least a little miffed.

I came home to him cleaning the office area, which by the way I told him we would do together on Friday since I am off. But no he said he was looking for something and started cleaning and was going to keep on doing it.

Let me back up a little bit. Earlier in the afternoon he emailed me at work and asked if I wanted to go work-out when I got off, I agreed. But when I came home he decided to stay home and finish the office. 1) cause he was on a "roll" and B) because the weather had started to turn nasty. Which that is fine with me but when I sat down at the computer to talk to his aunt on instant messenger, cause he told her I was home so she started talking to me, he kind of started getting pissy and throwing stuff around. Once he even tossed a pair of scissors toward the desk but right in front of my face without any warning. Now really is this necessary, no I don't think so.

He made a comment about not checking my email like I said I was going to do. I was reading an article that caught my attention before I got to my email and then he made a few other smart remarks and I told him to keep it up I would go to the other room. (He likes to be in the same room as me so we can talk about our days.) Which come to think of it I have tried talking to him lately and he has just been real short and dismissive. Well that is fine if he wants to be grumpy over the computer let him I did nothing wrong and I did tell him we would clean the office on Friday, if he wants to start without me that is not my problem so don't take it out on me, buster.

It must be getting close to his time of the month is the only thing I can really come up with as to be a good excuse for his attitude lately. If it's something else then he needs to make it a little more obvious then.